Santa Cruz is a place made of sun, sea salt, rocks and good vibes. Windy and chilly evening spent by the shore was absolutely unforgettable. Vegan burgers and skateboarding were of course also part of the trip.
I find myself dancing in an empty room. A good beat rises in the speakers, I don’t think, I just start moving my hips and go frenzy. Alone in a big house.
Is this how freedom tastes like? I love it! I feel liberated (no, I didn’t drink wine that day). But in a way it also scares me.
It will end, it cannot go on forever. Soon I will be bored, frightened for my future, probably depressed.
Can you already imagine those bipolar emotions I experience? And it’s only the beginning…
So I gotta admit, it is tempting to be a part of that distinguished fashion world. I miss wearing my maxi skirts and being cold because I was underdressed but stylish. This experience during London Fashion Week woke up my passion for fashion. And I didn’t forget why I stopped doing a style blog. But now I’m thinking that maybe there is a golden mean to it and I could easily reconcile my true fascination (that I had since I was a brat!) with the contempt for vanity, showing off, falseness and cheeky deals. I have a room full of clothes that I don’t wear anymore, it’s outrageous! Isn’t it time to change that and really be my true self?
Here’s the second part of my street style stories.
One day, a few years back, I needed a change and a vision. I thought…
What can I do differently but stay my true self? How about street style photography?
Do you know Hel-looks? It was one of my biggest inspiration, my window to the world of fashion. It started in 2005 and was my favourite place on the internet back then. And you most certainly know The Sartorialist. Scott made me believe that this could even be a job.
Yeah, that’s something I could enjoy doing.
In the world of digital beauty I refuse to continue my work as a liar. I also refuse to follow the future. It goes way too fast into destruction of everything that’s valuable. I will create my own path of evolution.