I find myself dancing in an empty room. A good beat rises in the speakers, I don’t think, I just start moving my hips and go frenzy. Alone in a big house.
Is this how freedom tastes like? I love it! I feel liberated (no, I didn’t drink wine that day). But in a way it also scares me.
It will end, it cannot go on forever. Soon I will be bored, frightened for my future, probably depressed.
Can you already imagine those bipolar emotions I experience? And it’s only the beginning…
It smells like lily of the valley in the garden.
I open the door wide and let the scent in.
I welcome the birds chirping, the delicate wind blowing and leaves rustle.
It’s February and the Spring is already here.
i’ll be damned if i do it, damned if i don’t
i’ll be lost if i love him, lost if i won’t
and, i can’t muster up the courage to say it’s best that i leave
i can’t muster up much of anything when i’m feeling you breathe
my human heart won’t mend itself when my own two hands are ripping out the seams
oh, it seems i’m my own worst enemy
i’m doing it to myself
Somewhere, where two seas meet you can find the best metaphor for a relationship.
Look to the right and you see the majestic Baltic See.
Look to the left and you get the North See in its glory.
In the middle there is this perfect union of both, yet they don’t stop being themselves.
Pics taken with Fuji X-PRO2
Quotes by me & lyrics from a song Lost by Lisa Ann